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_2012 Senior Chief
_A Day To Remember
-conflicted
- i post things i like, im not here to impress anybody.
Lights | “Lions!”
"Lions make you brave
Giants give you faith
Death is a charade
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid."
Sometimes I just want to be missed…or even thought about for that matter.
I feel like over the last year I’ve grown to be more and more insignificant, not to say that I was significant or the world revolved around me in the first place but you know. People, girls and guys, are constantly coming and going in and out of my life at a pace where I don’t want to even get any feelings toward anyone..even friendships, people always just get so fucked up or I feel left out or I feel like nothing is even real with them. I’m not even upset about it either. I just feel like that’s life but sometimes that gets hard to believe when other people have tons of friends that they are constantly doing things with or other stuff. My best friend of 8 years constantly tells me that I’m popular and everyone likes me but still…I have a feeling that I’ll always be the odd man out.
For example, no oneremembered my birthday this year even though I’m always the one who goes out of my way for everyfuckingone. I guess that goes to show you how insignificant I am. Little things like that just show me that I’ll never really mean anything to anyone. As dramatic as that sounds and how positive I always seem to be, I’m just another person wanting to be cared about.